i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job
the words repeat over and over inside his head as he feels more sucked in by the day with seemingly less chance of escape how did he end up here?
i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job
the clock patiently ticks away closer and closer to the morning
i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job
it was only for the money make some cash...then get the hell out but it didn't end up like that
I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job
The debts stays the same, not going down, no other jobs, can't afford to move, ain't getting laid ain't getting paid...enough
I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job
3 years now, how many more? 1 more, 2 more, 20 MORE!!!
i despise my job i despise my job i despise my job
waking up in the morning (did he wake up? was he already awake? if you don't sleep you never wake up...)
i kill my job i kill my job i kill my job
he'll be there next week, definitely til xmas, then?
I am my job I am my job I am my job I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
he drinks his coffee...like he does every day he has his shower, brushes his teeth, mindlessly walks to the car puts the key in the ignition and drives to that place
I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job
he parks his car outside the trailer where he works and he sits and he sits and he laughs the laughter increasing hysterically
I HATE MY JOB! I HATE MY JOB! I HATE MY JOB! I HATE MY JOB!
he laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs then he hears banging on the windows he turns the radio up louder
I HATE MY FUCKING JOB!! I HATE MY FUCKING JOB!!
more banging on the windows ...the sound of sirens voices whispering... and he laughs and laughs and laughs as he's taken away in the ambulance he thinks to himself:
I didn't know it was this easy to take time off from work! &&&&&&&&&&
Boo!!!! top 2 (fantastic) paintings done by Yue Minjun bottom photo from the classic "Evil Dead II" - one of the greatest movies of all-time! ***********************
The following is taken from my notebook...and memory...October 11th - 18th...flying solo in PR & Terrace! ##########################
I heard an angel calling me down on the devil's sidewalk, I put my bottle down picked up a joint instead anti-depressants and walked down this empty street feeling the wind slap my face and shake me down to the core... %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%
driving past the finished line and i ain't finished yet... Paul Jones: Crucifix in a Horseshoe (1971) The ex-Manfred Mann group lead singer uncorks a classic and no one seems to notice or remember...i love the lyrics...making fun of stardom and everything that goes with it...literate...catchy as all hell...i think this is a lost classic!!! Here's a review. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
listened to a couple getting it on in the next room, wishing it was you and me fucking like dogs in the noonday sun. ##############
saw a small bear at the side of the road...finally...it's been over a year since I saw my last bear. &&&&&&&&&
sometimes a critically acclaimed album from an artist you really like, can not quite hit the spot with you, for one reason or another...or just aesthetically? This is true of Neil Young - one of my all-time favs...Top 5 material fer sure...Harvest Moon? seems to be considered fairly classic....yet...it just doesn't hit the spot for me..it's sorta...ya know?...boring...except for the song about his dog that died. Harvest? well, it's pretty close to classic and it does have some of his best songs...ever. Needle and the Damage Done & Old Man are classic, baby, fucking classic...alabama's a close 3rd for me, but heart of gold? blech...
now with neil there are albums of his i love that critics seem to dis. Reactor? i just love the sound of this...mashed potatoes indeed...Life? not classic, but Too Lonely, Prisoners of Rock'n'Roll & Cryin' Eyes are a fucking great trio of hard rocking tunes...and inca queen is beautiful. @@@@@@@@@@@@@
Were Sonic's Rendezvous Band one of the greatest rock bands of all-time? Listening to the box set, I would find it difficult to argue against it. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Music & Me
i have more fun stoned alone at home just my music and me my escape from reality and you can say what you're going to say but i can't hear what you're sayin' cause it's just my music and me. *************** the truth behind room 411 at the highliner...
It's time for the B's! Grab that cd list and let's see who I feel like talking about... &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
The Beatles: well well well...the beatles were the 1st that i couldn't ignore...the beatles....the FUCKING beatles!!! there are some haters out there --- [i'm looking at you teezy luciow and randy!!]...what can i say...the 1st album i completely went insane over was The Beatles 1967-1970 - the classic Blue Album! got it as a xmas present and it still sounds great!! i am the walrus was, like, my fav song at the time...and i still love it...I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together...brilliant! as a kid i would read whatever i could of the beatles. i was fascinated by their story - i remember reading Hunter Davies bio of the beatles and it felt decadent to a catholic virgin of 11-12...they talked about drugs - and it sounded so cool...these days i can see that the beatles were not infallible - and i'm not as crazy about sgt pepper as i used to be, but it still has absolute classics on it (title track, lovely rita, day in the life - but not she's leaving home or when i'm 64 - schmaltzy or what?? ...fucking mccartney...). the white album would be my fav, followed by abbey road or the blue album...rubber soul was pretty great too...i even like let it be! man, i can't deny it...i'm still a big fan!!
Captain Beefheart: TOP 10...nope...TOP 5! definitely!!! i become more of a fan of the captain each and every year...like most people (unless you have a mental illness) trout mask sounded somewhat...different? than anything else, so it took a few listens and then you start differentiating the songs and you get your favs...moonlight on vermont, china pig, dust blows forward, veteran days poppy...then you start picking out even more...ella guru, well, orange claw hammer -- then it all makes sense, and you feel content...my first captain was an 8-track of unconditionally guaranteed...bought on holiday in some mall in the states for like 50 cents...i always loved the name - beefheart -- fart...hahahaha...beeffart...yep, a life-long fan of fart humour is born...and i loved that 8 track! i was maybe 12-13 - i didn't know about selling out yet. i change up my fav captain depending what i last listened to...trout mask (of course)...loved spotlight kid and clear spot...shiny beast and doc at the radar are incredible...also read his bio by mike barnes (2004) found at toronto's world's largest book store....in fact, read it twice...i suspect the captain took more drugs than i realized...then it all makes sense...and makes you feel content... (interruptus...now 2 days later...) this will be continued in another post - next up The Bintangs!! David Bowie drops in for a visit...Charles Bukowski gets drunk, buttholes and an animal...
and a buckley named tim... *************
I am ME. I'm into music, computers, walking on the ocean, poetry, monitoring my depression, and most of all my partner and confidante Guru T-Lu. I sang(?!) and wrote lyrics for "The Hated Uncles", published some poetry, was an independent pro wrestler, and now it's time to share my opinions and thoughts on whatever the hell I want!
Do what you want /
Do what you will /
just don't ruin
your neighbors thrill
